"i did my work slowly; drop by drop. i tore it out of me in pieces."
-maurice ravel

awkward and shy
anxious and aneurotypical

hooooly fuck ahahaha it’s even later than i thought it’s 5am and yet i couldn’t tell you what i was daydreaming about since 2am

shyghost:

shyghost:

shyghost:

to do list:

  • shower & get dressed
  • take morning meds
  • psychiatrist appt
  • drop off scripts probably
  • laundary
  • haircut bluh
  • ??????????????
  • take night meds
  • sleep eventually maybe

heck yeah

movin on up

yeaaaaaaaaaaaah i did it
pats self on the back

it kind of feels like there are galaxies in my head and when i close my eyes i can see them swirl on the back of my eyelids and they suck me into black holes and it disrupts the space-time continuum and i wind up an hour in the future forgetting what i was just thinking about or mindlessly doing

unmoveablebeast:

dirtygrandma:

once upon a time, in Japan…. *white characters*

this takes place in Africa… *white characters*

our story starts in the Middle East… *white characters*

Long ago in Europe… *white characters* “for historical accuracy”

Anonymous: Some times they use the electricity for migraines and such, I've heard it can help,migraines so suck

aaah yeah it’s an interesting concept i think it’s supposed to induce a seizure [which scares me a little ngl] but that seizure opens up some neuron pathways in your brain that weren’t working properly before??? i might be wrong but that’s what i gathered from it

Anonymous: WTF?! I DIDN'T KNOW THEY STILL USED SHOCK THERAPY WHY IS PSYCHIATRY SO BARBARIC

ooooomg ok no. no to everything you just said

  1. it’s no longer called “electro-shock therapy”
  2. from what i’ve read it’s a lot safer now that it’s regulated and anesthesia is used.
  3. let go of everything you know about psychiatry because psychiatry is not barbaric.
  4. psychiatry is literally the distribution of medications and treatments to patients with mental illnesses.
  5. why would you think that’s barbaric that’s so. what?

now if ur referring to mental health facilities, you are still wrong. the practices used to be awful not too long ago? but not anymore let me give u a small break down:

  1. they don’t use straight jackets.
  2. they don’t just leave you alone in a “padded room”.
  3. the people you meet in the facility are not all going to be ranting and raving and screaming and muttering to themselves.
  4. there are no bars on any of the doors [wtf]
  5. your doors don’t lock you are literally never locked in your room they check up on you every 15 minutes
  6. the walls aren’t all white and you’re allowed to wear normal clothes and they give you decent beds not the rickety creepy things they use in movies.
  7. they literally are not legally allowed to give you medicine without telling you what it is. you have the right to ask. the staff are there to help you, not hurt you.
  8. most of the ppl there are going to be old not young people who all look super violent and threatening
  9. they dont chain you, or beat you, or lock you up when you’re “being bad”, they don’t let you just sit in your own filth, etc. etc. etc.
  10. you have rights as a patient and at any time you can ask for the designated attorney whose number should be given to you upon admission.
  11. THEY USUALLY ONLY KEEP YOU THERE UP TO 72 HOURS (3 DAYS ISH)  IF YOU’RE THERE INVOLUNTARILY. THEY DON’T LOCK YOU UP FOR MONTHS OR YEARS.
  12. if ur there voluntarily you can leave any time. so if you hate it you have the legal rights to go.

so shut the fuck up about this subject that you clearly know nothing about. don’t look at me don’t talk to me unfollow me if you have to.

spookyck:

I’m in a band made up of myself, and that band is called Sick Sad World. I recorded a demo/album in January of 2013 and another in January of 2014 but the one I wanna talk about right now is the one from January 2013.

It’s called Television Love, and you can download it for freeRIGHT HERE. More or less it’s about watching the same tv shows and movies all the time, and also romance and bubblegum pop. You should download it because it’s pretty fun, doesn’t take very long to listen to, and also it is free. Who are you to turn down free music? Also, while you’re there, you should also get the newer album Radioactive Dreams, cause that one is also cool and even MORE fun.

hhheeyyyy so uh. have any of you guys had experience with ect if you have can u message me thanks

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baelaurel:

I found a few red clover plants around…no burdock, though.

baelaurel:

I found a few red clover plants around…no burdock, though.

catwithahoodie:

I am none of your business

catwithahoodie:

I am none of your business

who wants to donate to me to help me buy clothes that fit me bc i’m poor and have only one pair of jeans that doesnt fall down lol i’m resorting to clothes i had in the 8th grade rn (for reference im a college senior lmao)

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